cerita yang berbeza tapi penyelesaian yang sama

satu pengajaran yang dapat aku pelajari..
aku perlu berterus terang
aku perlu berfikir menggunakan akal dan bukan emosi
aku perlu perbetulkan apa yang selama ini salah
aku..
ahh.. aku perlu berhadapan dengan risiko
aku perlu menanggung segalanya..
aku perlu mengikut akal ku
tlglaa.. berikan aku kekuatan untuk mengambil keputusan ini

berdosakah aku?

yesterday, i bought a new handphone.. new one.. hmm.. maybe im toooo selfishhhh really..

maybe i should not buy the most expensive one and should buy the ordinary handphone.. humm...

regret actually when my mom say,
"mama just nak tengok kakak macam mna so tekaan mama memang benar. u want something and u will try to get it whatever the obstacle is"

well.. maybe its my fault too... humm.....
and by the way, im starting my job as a part time typist at my old form six school.. is not that cool but its still a job so Alhamdulilah...

so, quite lazy to update because frustrating to hear that.. maybe yes im damn selfish, kinda girl that have a motto " if i want that thing means i want it!"

humm.. so, goodnight.. and
Assalamualaikum.

he will be gone.. maybe for a long time.

well, tomorrow he will going back to K.L..
he call me just wanna here my voice before he go back to continue his study..
he said after this he wanna search for a part tyme job because he dont want to make his father or his brother to find all the help he can..
HE WANT TO BE INDEPENDENT!
that what the most surprise thing i ever heard from his mouth.. he sounds very serious.. he's grown up.. i actually very proud with his changes.. well sangat-sangat mendadak... hmm.. only Allah knows.

today i had a great fun with mama.. we went to the spa.. CoCo D' Spa.. thanks! i was great!! mama doing the facial n im get to use the sauna n body scrub.. it was just relax.. this is call life.. thanks to mama again for spending time and paying..TOO! :P

actually, pity yan2.. she should not involve in *S* thing actually.. but i hope she will get out from that problem A.S.A.P.....i hope kill still there n Allah only knows how much they love each other.. :)
*mish u yan2...

well i think thats all for tonight.. well got to go before my mom call me again to sleep.. :*

good night world
and Assalamualaikum..

new year, new life, new hope

it was my first time writing in my own blog.. well im very lazy to write in the book so i take this as a digital diary.
and, im also looking foward to be serious in this because im a such a boring type of person.

about new year, well as we all know that 2010 is already here.. for me, im just get lazy kn my bed.. (because nowhere else to go and do)..

well, i was hoping that i can get more matures in every way i do, say and think... so.. i will update it everyday b'cause there nothing much else i can do at home..

so, i hope so that i can be a better person too.. :)

and hope Allah will always be with me..

Amin~

Assalamualaikum.